I Felt Terrible….

… when I was sick. But I could wear such cute clothes!

Indeed, I am well aware of the fucked-uppedness of that.

“What kept me sane throughout the diet, and stopped me from tipping over the edge and wanting to keep the new skinny self I’d worked so hard to achieve, was the realisation that my life was no better, or more successful, or colourful, when I was thin than before.”