Can’t Sleep

Can’t sleep, too much in my head. When does this bullshit go away?

I have a million things to do tomorrow, and I need to fucking get over this.

I wish a million things.

When I wasn’t ready, I had to end relationships because they were ready. Now that I’m ready, they’re ending relationships because they’re not ready.

Not ready for what, I don’t know. I just know I was happy. We were happy. Two people. Us? Having fun. I have never laughed so much in my life. I could always make him smile. I loved to see him smile.

But I don’t want to go back to being a distant, cold-hearted bitch, you know? I don’t want to go back to hiding from the world. You get hurt, you get back up again.

I guess I just really miss my friend.

I miss him.

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