Smart, Sexy, & Successful… in Dayton, Ohio

One of the biggest enemies I struggle with is myself.

I’ve been aware of what I’m good at – and what I’m not – for, well, since forever. Or, you know – what I *think* I’m good at, what I am; and what I’m not.

These two categories didn’t just include things that you could physically do, but also things that I *am.* Too tall, too big, too strong – for a girl. Too loud. Too outspoken. Too self-conscious. Not pretty enough (but for what, exactly?), not fast enough (who am I running from?), not good enough (again: for what, exactly?). When you put all that down it looks pretty silly, but when it’s mowing through your head, it’s deadly serious.

Never enough. Not enough.

Enough for what, I don’t know.

All I know is that I’ve got a great job, a great writing career, as much health as a T1 diabetic can have, good friends, a roof over my head, and soon – a place of my own.

I have all the tools and goods for incredible success. The key is to keep going. To not defeat yourself. To remember that yes, of course, all things shall pass and for every up there’s a down, but here, right now, things are good and have the potential to be incredible.

Stop focusing on what you don’t have. Stop focusing on the “not enough”s. I have enough. That “enough” got me here, and will get me much more.

There’s enough.

Everything we lose, we lose for a reason. One lesson ended, another opportunity begins.

You just gotta make sure you’re ready for it.

No more self-defeating talk. That’s how people fail.

And I’ve certainly had enough of that.

I’m ready to have enough of something else entirely.

There are parts of my old life, things that change, that I’ll miss. So many people I miss. Some of them choose to come along with me. Some of them don’t.

Sometimes, it’s best to go it alone.

Sometimes, there’s someone waiting for you at the top.

Sometimes, there’s somebody struggling along right there next to you.

I hope those folks have enough, too.

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