Wow, I hate budgets. I hate not getting what I want. I hate living like a lower middle class person instead of an upper middle class person. I hate having to think about money. Grocery shopping is like fucking pulling teeth. I have to say no all the time, me, who’s been getting by in […]
1) Make pancakes2) Finish reviewing tDW series synopses3) Update full series character database from tDW appendix completed yesterday4) Pay Verizon bill5) Write 1000 words of Black Desert6) Go grocery shopping (stay within $90 budget) Things I have already blown off today: 1) Eye appointment. I really need to stay in-network. Money issue. Will reschedule at
Can’t sleep, too much in my head. When does this bullshit go away? I have a million things to do tomorrow, and I need to fucking get over this. I wish a million things. When I wasn’t ready, I had to end relationships because they were ready. Now that I’m ready, they’re ending relationships because
So, sometime back, Susan blogged about the BBC series, Robin Hood. And I checked out some fan clips on You Tube. And then the episodes were available on Netflix and I’d finished Rome, so really, why not…? Tonight, I watched the first disk of Robin Hood. Oh my! The Old Man, drawn by the inexplicable
It must be winter…. Stephanie thinks my pony mods should be more “brutal.” Brutal takes a lot more work, as it turns out. Isn’t that always the way? Pretty and fem is easy. We have a script for pretty. But I’ll see what I can do. As an aside, Jenn once asked me if there
“Chasing Cars”Snow Patrol We’ll do it allEverythingOn our own We don’t needAnythingOr anyone If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with me and just forget the world? I don’t quite knowHow to sayHow I feel Those three wordsAre said too muchThey’re not enough If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you
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“Most people start the day with unlimited amount of possibilities, and energy to do whatever they desire, especially young people. For the most part, they do not need to worry about the effects of their actions… The difference in being sick and being healthy is having to make choices or to consciously think about things
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I dreamed about Wiscon last night. All sorts of fuzzy things, too many people, tricky social situations, obsessive concern about my own presentation, doubt, worry, panels, people. It’s not that I’m overstimulated these days. I just have too much time to think. Too many changes all at once, the last couple of years.