Life

I find my ability to be full-up with self-loathing even when my life is full of awesome to be incredibly annoying and certifiably silly. Which just goes to show you that happiness has nothing to do with external stuff. It’s not that you just need a new house, a new car, a new significant other […]

I think some days you just get tired of trying to be better all the time and you have to just hole up and say “fuck it” for awhile.

The dates you WANT to call you back? They do not call back. Le sigh. At least I still have my brutal bounty hunters cutting off people’s heads in Tirhan? And World of Warcraft? And Chipotle? And Zumba on Fridays? And a killer job? Yes. Yes, indeed.

I now have a level 10 WoW warrior… and no additional words on Black Desert. Hey, my Cossaks disk finally went kaput on me. I needed something to fill the void. Also, I don’t think you can write off your WoW subscription even if you name your characters after your book characters. Thank goodness I

One of the biggest enemies I struggle with is myself. I’ve been aware of what I’m good at – and what I’m not – for, well, since forever. Or, you know – what I *think* I’m good at, what I am; and what I’m not. These two categories didn’t just include things that you could

… it’s my Kryptonite.

And now I will go home and be brilliant. You are always stronger than you think you are. Funny.

Just got an email from my brother, who’s in Japan right now. Then he’ll be in China for a couple weeks as part of his MBA in International Business. I’m insanely jealous. My little brother beat me to the far east….. I’m pretty proud of the little bastard. heh heh

It almost felt like it wanted to be Spring or something.

In conversation about the shortcomings of the not-boyfriend, the Old Man said, “Really, what you need to do is find somebody who’s rich and not fucked up.” “Oh gawd,” I said, “how BORING. Somebody rich and tortured, how about that?” “Rich and depressing?” “It would be a lot more interesting,” I said, and thought about